Im prolly the most unstable ive been in a long time, im not even sure whats going on anymore..and I guess no one cares. Really its just me not reaching out to anyone, so im stuck all alone and its my fault. No one i know of can relate to whats happening so why even bother talking about it. maybe i should just shut up now..
Just shutting up is about the worst thing you could ever do. I honestly don’t know you too well, but you sound like you need someone to listen to you.
I know Bec, honestly im very thankful about how you listen to these.
I pretty much have to choose between family. Either I go with them and continue to go to school under their support, or I stay where Ive developed my life for the past 5 years. While fully supporting myself. I know its part of growing up but the reason they are even moving is because my uncle has cancer and he has no one down there with him and he doesnt want to die alone :’( I want to stay here but the thought of my family, the ones I could never live without and understand me under any circumstance, being so far away from me is ripping my heart in two. Part of it is the growing up scare but being 2000 miles away from them will be…idk. I know opening up to someone ive only played tf2 with (which ive met the coolest group of people ever) may seems strange but its nice to see you care. I have to make a choice and theres no avoiding it..even though i wish i could.